As I mentioned last week, I’ve been trying to sort myself into some vague semblance of organized. I know, I know, it’s a bit of a dream, but even a little effort can make a huge difference. But there’s so much to do and so many different ways to do most of it, and so many ideas and projects and schedules and people to work with and… Well, it’s pretty overwhelming.
So… last week my anxiety started to get the better of me, and I spent most of my morning chatting with my husband over the internet. Unfortunately, since he already lives in Tokyo, he had to go to bed at some point though I’m pretty sure he stayed up late for me. So I was left to myself around lunchtime and my brain started spinning out of control.
So. Many. Projects! Holycrap!!
And each project has a damn to-do list as long as my arm: get an outline started, get the thing written, get it edited and critiqued and edited again, get a cover for it, figure out a title and a blurb… And that’s just writing the stories. There’s a laundry list of behind the
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scenes stuff going on too, and the move and general day-to-day living and parenting and on and on. And my brain started to kind of blow up a bit.
I may have sent my friend Mookie a panic-drunk text. He’s been a professional writer for well over a decade and immediately sympathized with my lunacy, and he talked me back from the ledge. He gave me the best advice that we’ve all already heard, but usually forget when it all blows up: take everything one step at a time. Don’t try to do everything all at once. Slow down, make a list, and then start locking that shit down.
So, I did.
First up, the Finding Insight pre-order should be up in the next couple of days. Amazon is being slow in approving it for some reason, but then giant multi-national corporations don’t exactly move cheetah fast. While I’m waiting for that I’m buckling down and working on sketching out my outlines. I’m likely to keep pantsing a bit, but having that framework already laid did help me finally finish Insight, so I’d like to try it from the beginning. I’m talking to my cover designer about the next Los Gatos book (don’t get too excited, it’s months off yet. I’d just like to have the cover ready to go.)
So I have a list now. It’s about 2 pages long, but still. It’s a list, in pretty much the order I need to do stuff in. I’m sure I’ll find out other things I need to add, and I’ll change my mind on others. No doubt moving will make a significant dent in my best-laid plans. We’ll see. Still, the Anxiety Gnomes didn’t even get off a real attack this time, so I’m calling it a win. How do you keep your brain from spinning out when there’s too much going on? I’d love to have a few more tricks up my sleeve for next time!